Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?
[x]

deviantART

 

I am

Mon Jan 14, 2008, 1:28 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Watching: Breaking Bad
  • Drinking: English Fog (Coke and milk)
I AM

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the teen told to shut up because "It's all just a phase"

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of 27 years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMT’s stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I’m a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to “teach me a lesson”.

If you believe that homophobia is wrong...repost this
If you find this distrubring...so do I
If this made you feel for another there may be hope
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I just wanted to add that as I was reading this it reminded me of a poem I had to write in my English class my senior year that was very muh in this style (every line starting with I am). In my poem I confessed that I was bisexual (lesbian now) but because it was an assignment I had to turn in I was afraid it would be "inappropriate". But when I showed it to my teacher she said it was fine and I didn't need to be afraid. When you attneded a high school that was the only one in it's district to not have a GSA (Gay Straight Alliance) on campus you get scared about those things.

Devious Comments

love 0 0 joy 1 1 wow 0 0 mad 0 0 sad 0 0 fear 0 0 neutral 0 0
:iconjamesalpha:
And I...
I am the friend who will stand and protect you if you ever need to be

--
(^^)V *Peace*
--
A.D.D. sufferers of the world unite to... Oh look! a bird!
--
Procrastinators revolt...tomorrow, mabey...
--
Don't feed the chinchilla's after midnight!
--
I don't have a fanboy problem... I've pretty much figured it out
:iconcharmingcrobat:
-Hugs softlly- There will always be unfairness in the world. If not this, then something else. You cannot change what will not change. Slowly the world will adjust and accept this, but there will be a new unfairness else where.

--
Behold my Magikarp!!!

****
Thankyou Foxboy for my avi!
:iconmissca:
our school was th equivalent of hell I block out the memories that don't consist of you and shimi and emmy everyday.
P.nightshade you scared me I thought that you were saying you got kicked out and was really working the streets :dead: :fear: sorry I'm recovering form a mini heart attack
:iconnightshade-phantom:
Heh, no, but I might as well be working the streets since I am still struggling to get a job. The semister just started off really bad for me- first a parking citation because Fresno City's parking sucks and then I got into my firy accident and it was my fault.

--
"My duty, you great booby!" ~Erik
:iconmissca:
:wtf: No! are you ok? your not hurt or anything right? parking is always a problem for me too but your schools parking lot doesn't look as big as mine so it has to be really bad. I'm sorry :hug: I'm here if you need anything! :heart:
:iconnightshade-phantom:
Lol, I'm okay, it happaned between classes at a gas station. I was slowly backing up and with all my mom's percussion equippment in the back I can't see low cars so I accidently bumped into one. But I was still at fault and I will have to pay. The bill hasn't come in yet so I'm hoping it's nothing that will make me have to sell something like my TV in order to pay for a tiny scratch o_O

--
"My duty, you great booby!" ~Erik
:iconmissca:
:dead: :fear: stupid tiny cars...I guess it wouldn't help that I have one...^^; I pray that its nothing big. :hug:

Journal History

Site Map