Okay, yesterday I called the Art Institute of California- Los Angeles, aka my dream school, about getting stuff sent in for financial aid and what not so I can start in the fall. Well I had what I thought I needed ready but not only did I need some other forms to fill out but they needed to be sent in THAT day. The Cal grant was nearly impossible because I had to do that at school and I was already 10 miles away at home and carless at 3:30pm.

I'm stressing out now because it looks very certain that I won't be able to start until Fall 2010. So as far as I know I screwed myself over and I'm stuck here with only one last class to take to get my AA until Fall 2010.

I love my friends and my family but I really need to get out of this county. Fresno and Clovis are alright but when you seem to be the only feminine/nerdy lesbian within a 50 mi. radius your love life SUCKS. I'm praying to all of the gods and goddesses above that I can still transfer this fall and get myself into a new, fresh environment for the sake of my social sanity, lack of a love life and to hurry up and get on the track to starting my career.